Gona write the details of today's outing onli tml rite? so i will leave u all to it.. haha.. v lazy to write but since u all will surely write everything i think i no need to write anything.. Wahahaha...
Jux took a look at grace's blog n went along to look at Mrs Soh' blog.. shocked at the 1st place y mrs soh den after tt den realised... haha...
Congrats to Mrs Soh n oso so glad that her bb de bdae same as me!!! wahahaha...
| Your Brain's Pattern |
 You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. |
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. |
| With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. |
| You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. |
| You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. |
| How You Life Your Life |
 You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. |
| You Are 60% Happy |
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| How You Life Your Life |
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot! Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. |
| Your Brain's Pattern |
 Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading. |
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You Are 35% Normal (Occasionally Normal) |
 You sure do march to your own beat... But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all You think on a totally different wavelength And it's often a chore to get people to understand you |
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. |
| With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies. |
| You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. |
| You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you are not too worried about finding someone right away. You're kind of laid-back in such matters. |
| You Are 72% Happy |
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| You Are 72% Happy |
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| You Are 56% Happy |
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Sad Sad.. How could be sadder than u... *sob* wahahahahaha....
so wat abt ht n grace leh??
| You Are 60% Happy |
You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments. You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed. |
Wanted to give a tingle to someone.. To get that person to think a little abt life.. Nv thot that it will get e attention of the others ya..
In the past, i too do think alot.. This makes people feel that you are just too complicated. By thinking too much will also complicate matters. sometimes, things r v simple, but after all those thinking processes, it turned complicated somehow.
Also from mum's teaching, zuo ren kan de kai yi dian, sheng huo hui hao yi dian. most importantly noe how to appreciate every little things n not complain about the things jux bcos u think its small.
Sometimes, when things get complicated, unhappiness will tends to arise. When things r jux simple n pure, evrything can get happy.
U may see me as a happy-go-lucky type of person. Yes. Cos i choose to be so.. When things got to get serious, i will. Other than that, normal life, isn't it better to live it simple n happily rather than complicated.
I'm a normal person, a normal life shall be enuff for me.
jux wanna sae something maybe onli to the one out there but its pretty a reality to almost everyone.. a cruel reality..
Thoughts of the Dae - 24 march 2006 - which happens onli once n its passing me fast...
THE CHANCE may have appear before you for long, but it isn't for good.
Not everything will last 4eva, nt everything will stay, nt every promise can be fulfilled n not everyone will be there alwaes.
THE CHANCE may have been hanging around us n make us take it for granted. Human nature just makes us thinks that since THE CHANCE have been hanging around ALWAES n it will jux hang around foreva. Things doesnt work like this. At some point of time, tthe chance may be taken by others, may jux slip away to no where, may jux get tired of all this waiting n just vanish right in front of you.
Some people may say its fate, some may say its life, some may say it just shouldn't be mine, that's why the chance was taken by others, slip away n just vanish. Shall all these be considered as reason or excuses?
Well, in my opinion, for those people who had tried n put in effort to grab this chance even though failed, they can use those as reason. However, for those people who didnt grab it, didnt try, didnt cherish, letting the chance just linger there, taking advantage with the thought that "it will just stay since the chance had alreadi been there for some time.." n later failed, those r jux called as excuses.
I have come to believe that DESTINY is not arranged by GOD. Whereas, it had alwaes been in our hand. Perhaps we are just too lazy? not confident enough? that cause us to entrust this destiny stuff into god's hand many times.
Chance n luck come alongs with this destiny. Even though you have created ur own destiny, you need luck and chance to help you succeed. Therefore, one got to learn when to struck especially when you are in luck and also know how to make good use of the chance that are coming by.
Last but not least, cherish watever is coming by n infront of u. Do not take advantage of anything on earth. Create ur own destiny and life, do not depend on others opinion, thinking or comments to live life. It's ur own life n it onli happens once n onli, live it without regret.
My bdae is 24hrs awae!!! wahahaha... i'm turning 18 ya? haha.. -=so happy=-
went out to celebrate my bdae with monsters all..
went to hougang mall... nth much.. maybe due to its renovation bahx.. hope nxt time will be better ya..
went to kovan, heartland mall nxt... meet ht there. finally found a place to eat ^Thai Epress^ haha.. n i onli pay $2 for so many things i ate? haha.. *full*
gt alot of present from monsters.. thanks alots... *i will try to tame my hair with tt ya?* n e dessert after meal.. hope u all like it ya..
it doesnt cost much n can get everyone happy.. so y not? someone said to me b4 "having alot of money will make u happy, tts rite. but if u can share an affordable amount with other ppl, everyone will be happy n it will jux get merrier" i know tt now..
walk ard heartland mall till nth to c le but still dun wana go hm.. so went to chinatown bo liao walk walk..
n e funniest part of this chinatown trip will be e "zheng dian"(according to grace) foreigner le bahx.. hao xin bring them to money changer.. somemore no thank u n walk awae.. nvm... den somemore make us repeat e history.. walk back e same old road agn.. nvm.. later bcum our nitemare tt we even wana run awae from them... haha...
after chinatown, went back home n gt my bdae celebrated with family members.. sista gt a tiramisu from secret recipe as my bdae cake.. nice! n i gt 2 cards from younger sis n an addidas watch from my sista.. so ex.. dun dare to wear sia.. haha... 14th mar, tues..
MY BDAE!! early morning.. woke up n meet liting at clementi.. took our own sweet time n reach pasir ris at 1? went to bk room.. gt a rm at pasir ris side cos downtown east de fully bked.. no choice lo.. after settling down in e rm.. we set out to escape.. haha..
some games nv open which make e trip bored n e long long queue could make someone's desire to jux drop to e floor n get step a few times.. hot dae n gona line up n wait... haiz.. but nvm, we gt in with each paying $4 onli... haha.. so nt so wasted.. play until like 5+.. went back to rm n do nth... play cards..
had my 1st meal for e dae at 7+ 8.. i'm damn hungry!!! den came my bdae cake from them.. thanks alot.. black forest.. although i dun like e blueberry... haha.. hmmm.. also all tt presents.. e bk i noe le la.. but necklace . . . thanks ya li jun.. n oso e pencil box *so i shld bring it to sch nxt sem?*
i gt to learn bicycle too!!! wahahaha.. so happy n excited.. *tts a great gift tt liting could gif..* finally noe how to ride a bicycle liao.. but still not v gd in controlling n turning.. need more training... geex.. 15th mar, wed this is e dae we gona take our foot out of this area.. the chalet.. pasir ris.. hmmm.. we morning wake up, den pack pack.. left e rm.. den da yao da pai de wana go mac eat breakfast le.. walk till halfwae, suddenly regina ask "y nv bked out huh?" n it came to my mind.. *where's e key even?* can u imagine tt!! we left e rm without taking e key n even booking out.. haha.. we rush back to get e keys n some went to get e breakfast 1st cos its gona 11 le.. lucky e keys still there... haha..
when everyone going home.. li jun du wana get home so early.. so we went to catch a show "THE SHAGGY DOG" wahahaha.. a gd show to laugh.. pretty nice.. after e show.. realli tired.. wana slp le.. so came home n rested.. but play till 12+am den slp.. haha... 16th mar, thurs.. our monsters gathering dae.. went to carrefour (how do u pronounce that?? haha) bought some things for my sabah trip n finally i found e lady fingers biscuit tt i wan.. so now onli lack of e wine n e marscopone cream.. after e walk at carrefour.. went to tiong eat steamboat.. hmmm.. maybe all e things cook to long le.. e wei dao went into e soup bahx.. it didnt taste as nice as tt time when i went with my sis.. hmmm... actually i think of ordering more de.. but u all full le.. cant accompany me eat.. so jiu suan le lo.. after tt went tiong plaza walk walk.. oso nth much cos most of it closing alreadi.. so we all go hm.. den i went to play pool with jo.. well.. no other thinking.. jux frens ya.. gt home ard 12.. den mum nag n nag.. *didnt my bdae wish sae dun let mum nag so much ma?* alrite.. end of it..17th mar, fri... early in e morning wake up.. tok to mum abt e genting trip.. her 1st qn for me was "going with girlfren or boyfren?" dotz.. she sae tt dad nv tell her abt it.. so dad, r u jux simply giving me a sentence of "i'll consider" to ignore me n get over it? *angry* so i said to mum "u go tok to him la" n went back to bed.. n her nagging starts agn.. "u nowadays keep going out huh.. then everytime late late come back.. u last time oso nv like tt ar.. on n on.." so i was thinking tt last time y i nv like tt? cos i gona work n study at e same.. if i haf got the time i will surely go out de lor.. u think i dun wan ar.. i consider my going-out-time now is pretty normal among teenagers now especially now is holidaes.. u wan me to coop myself everydae at home n read bks? tts out of the talk... n oso y didnt u trust me "bf or gf?" so i told her "its ht mum bringing us there" after i said this sentence.. i wonder would she had understand me?? i envy u all.. at least ur parents noe who's grace, mingni or ht.. or even e italian gal? e lying down 1? watever.. but even if i sae to my mum.. she dont even haf traces of knowledge abt who r they.. they doesnt noe wat is happening to me.. they doesnt noe who is ard me.. they doesnt noe where i go.. they jux seems to not understand me..
well.. perhaps im at fault.. going out too often.. getting home too late.. watever.. haiz... kor jux msg me.. tts a sudden msg ya.. after i said tt kor n i doesnt contact tt much? alrite.. he asking me whether can go to his chalet on 31st to 1st april.. well.. cant confirm.. its e dae after we come back from genting if its on.. n go out so much.. mum n dad is alreadi making noises le.. somemore i 3rd leaving sing for 2 weeks.. wonder whether will they allow... haiz...
todae actually wana go imm with grace n mingni de... but all too tired.. nvm.. me myself oso cant wake up.. hmmm.. later on grace msg me saying she going chinatown wif relative.. n oso tt little boi ya? haha.. den wana meet for dinner? ok.. np.. c her in chinatown at 6? den walk walk lo.. me bought clothes n e foto frame.. she? nth... haha.. make me spend money onli.. den eat lo.. didnt finish e food cos gastric gt some problem.. this oso hints me tt i needa bring gastric pills to sabah.. went home after tt... when going home.. i specially called dad to ask him whether can i go genting.. he agreed so i decided to ask mum's opinion oso.. den mum sae since dad had agreed den ok lo.. when dad came home late at nite DRUNK, he tok abt lotsa things n den end up quarelling wif him.. hate im.. nth to tok anymore.. end of conversation (quarelling?)..18th mar, sat, now, writing blog... todae gt up at 4+pm.. den watch some tv n go to work.. msg ht tt i can go le.. but she sae too late.. no more hotel rooms.. *SO SORRY MONSTERS.. BCOS OF ME DEN U ALL CANT GO* so wats nxt? hmmm.. after work went to eat.. on e wae home.. saw father with e 2 kids playing bicycle.. haizz.. wat a irritating sight.. jux walk on my own n no words spoken.. since yesterdae haf said "we haf nth more to tok" so end of our conversation den.. no more conversation shld be made.. so thinking.. hmmm.. no more genting trip? i will get to kor's chalet n stay overnight den.. since can get out of home.. y not? part of e reason to go sabah oso this ma, isnt it? haha.. 27th gt a briefing for e sabah trip.. will tell us wat to bring n check everything n oso e trip t shirt will be given to us.. so think stop e buying 1st bahx.. wait till i get e list den go shop for e things.. n oso i'm turning to bankcruptcy.. thinking of getting a part time job... since i will be leave with no work till ard june.. outside de part time more flexible ma.. wan do den go.. dun wan do den dun go.. better than now.. hmmm... so long de blog.. haha.. u all oso mux blog more often.. here is getting more quiet.. cya all ard.. nxt week we going cycling rite? wana fly kite? pinic?
